Same old Shit

Same old shit
Nothing has changed
My weight has remained
at the same fucking range
When will I change
and take back my life
at age 24
I feel like an old wife
I try to stay sane
but nothing is working
It seems like depression
is always a-lurking
Still have no job
which means I'm broke
I'm behind on my bills
let this all please be a joke
I'm still keeping hope
despite my circumstances
I feel God keeps giving me
so many chances
"God will make a way
when there seems to be no way
He works in ways, we can not see
He will make a way for me!"