New yet same

Well, I got a new job...So wy do I still feel like crap. Well for one, I am very greatful that I got this job BUT, My supervisor is mean. I am still adjusting. I just started in August. Why is it that almost every non-profit agency is the same? It seems like they are all...shitty. Nonprofits are ironically all about money. Nonprofit=more profit in my opinion. But enough about that...

I joined a gym. Yep good old New York Sports club. It's expensive as hell but I have been going. Actually, I have not been there this week. I plan to go tommorow Saturday to take an African Dance class. Oh yeah, and I have been eating like a pig. I am now up to 275, which is weird because the personal trainer at my gym weighed me and told me I was 250. Weird but true. Other than that I am doing ..ok. I still have not got the courage to take any acting classes. I stil feel depressed at times and I am not on good terms with my mother, but at least I have a cash flow comming in.

Fattygirl out