setting in

My depression set in today. It set in so much that I got sick. I had to end up taking the day off today. It feels good to be home alone but being sick does not make it fun at all. I have been eating like a pig from when I woke up; 1 bagel with cream cheese, white rice with lima beans and smoked meat, about 4 peices of cake not to mention the whipped cream I topped it off with and drank with 3 cups of whole milk and it's only 3:13 pm. A normal person with a stomach virus would not eat this much, but then again, I am not normal.

I have so much laundry to do it is not even funny. I have literally no clothes to wear. I just want to stay home under the covers and have a pitty party.